i know its been two years since we last spoke but i have a few things to say. I remember the first time our souls connected, it was just one glimpse which led into a stare then the rest flowed like the ocean at the blue lagoon in Jamaica at nights. My soul ignited going to work because you were there, i would know the time you would be at a particular spot and would make request over the radio just to see you. You didn't say much neither did i but our hearts spoke to each other. Many days when i wanted to give up on life you appeared without any effort of me trying to see you but you holding me was a pain reliever, a silver lining, hope in my despair. Those days our fragrances would transfer unto one another and to tell you the truth i waited days to wash my blouses, because that was the only part of you i could take home. See, i was married and i knew your complications at home too but that didn't stop either of us to love each other. As i held a letter you wrote me telling me how you truly felt about us i felt my heart grew three times its size and as my body glowed i recieved a text from our mutual friend with a picture of you attached saying "We lost a friend this morning, he had a heart condition and slept off into the afterlife". As tears rolled down my face the letter you wrote me fell to the floor, i couldn't scream or react the way i wanted to because laid up beside me was my other half. So i fought the feeling knowing my better half left without me.