Who Am I?

Lately
I do not know
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I can't seem to figure me out
But at least I've gotten this far
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Honestly
I do not know where to begin
How does one "find themselves"
I didn't even know I was lost
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My world has collapsed
And now all the things I knew for sure
Are gone
Leaving me hollow and confused
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I'm trying my best to be the person I want to be
I have a lot of passion and dreams
And I've gained many scars
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I feel like I'm spending too much time dreaming about things that will never happen
And worrying and sulking about all the shit that has damaged me
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I don't know what to do anymore
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I could use some advice
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