DOES A RARE LOVE TRULY EXIST

From my many memories there are some that created an sadness deep within my heart filling it with an even deeper pain of hurt, that just seems to follow me into each level of my life for I know they say you cant never move on forward. If one continues to dwell upon the past, but what do you do with the unheal misery that seems to consume your thoughts each time, when you decide to trust and let someone get closer inside of you, as you feel that maybe just this time it will be different this time around. For we all have gone through this situation some more times then one cares to remember, yet we take another chance on this thing called love only to be used and abuse lied to and betrayed by that very same kind of love.  Just because we trusted with our heart instead of listening to our mind as the red flags waved before our mind eyes, for loving someone shouldnt be this hard to do for its merely a give and take kind of equal exchange of love, and honor and respect with communications and consistency with a deep comittement of understanding each others wants and needs living in life creating humanity.