Unpleasant Dreams W/ Jeremy Gillespie

Sleepless nights awake feeling alone...
Past memories haunt me I feel it in my bones...
Want to let go, but fear the unknown...
Will I ever love again and have a place to call my own?

Paper planes and plastic masks,
Illusions dissipate
empty the past of trash.
But nights they are left with frigid bones
No warmth to raise the dying souls.
Left to toss and rage it happens…
Questioning the sky…
Cry in the shadows…
If only the heart had known.

No you don't get it help me god i'm calling for you from below....
I'm so scared to take a step but need your hand to hold in stepping stones...
I misplaced my heart perhaps you can give me a loan...
My soul grieves...I told you I feel so alone…

No place to wander feels like home…
The tune it plays a tired note.
Mending fences…
mind is fractured..
Calm my dreams, and bring me answers.
I've lost myself in another's chest…
Best I ever came was second best.

The heart is broken, I'm tired of the pain...
Wash my pillow, but my tears still leave the stains...
Emotions blow me around like a weather vane...
I once was loved now left outside myself to weather pouring rain...
I just want answers,
 please explain...
But that hope is washing....
slowly but surely emptied until drained.

Memories wilt as autumn takes my existence hostage…
No cloth to wrap the gaping wounds…
Still this morning they bleed in truth…
Reality is a slumping fool,

And so I sit sulking
In a corner alone
 Say for thoughts and booze.