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Journal of a Schizophrenic (Entry #2)
Dear psychosis,
I know you can hear me, as I can hear you all the same. You've crept into my ears for most of my life now.I believe it's time for you to hear me. Delusional I must be to take you for a physical form, writing to you. I just want it all to end. I want to make the best out of a raw deal that I have been given in life. They say life is a gift, for me it's a session of torture, as if I'm serving a sentence in Hell. Breathing scorching air into my lungs you do, screaming in my ears. Damn you! This life was suppose to be mine! Not yours!
I know you can hear me, as I can hear you all the same. You've crept into my ears for most of my life now.I believe it's time for you to hear me. Delusional I must be to take you for a physical form, writing to you. I just want it all to end. I want to make the best out of a raw deal that I have been given in life. They say life is a gift, for me it's a session of torture, as if I'm serving a sentence in Hell. Breathing scorching air into my lungs you do, screaming in my ears. Damn you! This life was suppose to be mine! Not yours!
Published 4th Jan 2020
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4th Jan 2020 7:16pm
i don't believe in a Heaven or Hell, per se,
and so interesting concepts (for me) in this journal entry.
I've never chatted with Psychosis -- probably because the only time i am aware of it is when i have an episode and loved ones who has witnessed or suffered from mine relates to me of the incident.
Thus, my strong will to suppress it.
and so interesting concepts (for me) in this journal entry.
I've never chatted with Psychosis -- probably because the only time i am aware of it is when i have an episode and loved ones who has witnessed or suffered from mine relates to me of the incident.
Thus, my strong will to suppress it.
