What destruction in me.

It's a seed, its takes hold,
you'll lose control of your emotions.
It's a spark, it's a fuse.
it's a cause for self destruction,
And it breaks down every wall you have.
It's a fault on a line,
It's an earthquake down inside.
It's a brick through a window,
it'll cost you every time.
More than just a nickle and a dime.

What's the path that I take?
Was it all just a mistake?
Cut my throat and let me bleed.
nothing is ever what it seems.
What is it that you say you mean?
With each word gets more obscene.
Dont keep saying sorry to me.

I repeat my actions, and I lash outwards.
Playing these games, I'm pushing myself backwards.
Regrets from another story,
Is leaving me bitter and lonley.

It's a seed, its takes hold,
you'll lose control of your emotions.
It's a spark, it's a fuse.
it's a cause for self destruction,
And it breaks down every wall you have.
It's a fault on a line,
It's an earthquake down inside.
It's a brick through a window,
it'll cost you every time.
More than just a nickle and a dime.

I cant, It keeps building in size.
I'll break, it will course through my insides.
I'll snap, it will break through to the outside.
I can't keep waiting for this.

When will I ever catch my breath.

It's a seed, its takes hold,
you'll lose control of your emotions.
It's a spark, it's a fuse.
it's a cause for self destruction,
And it breaks down every wall you have.
It's a fault on a line,
It's an earthquake down inside.
It's a brick through a window,
it'll cost you every time.
More than just a nickle and a dime.

Dont look back, just move on with your life.