Guilty Hearted

When the gavel bangs will my mind be ready
The judge and the jury sentencing me, hung faces already
The barrel of accusations aimed, trigger fingers shaky and holding unsteady
Your honor I plead the fifth for the confusion
You have deceived with no agreeable resolution
 
Thief of hearts done in the name of love
God has already ordained my punishment from above
Before you read off my charges
To my handsome Tomcats, so many questions, whys, stolen private mirages
I’ve tried to stop myself
Mm… carnal and then mental peace after the first thrust was felt
Hungry bodies in the pursuit of lustful greed made me soft and then melt
 
Blame the sword of my heart dying on the welding of my gentle passionate pen
For a taste of Heaven I’ve committed the ultimate sin
Can the accused stand
SweetKittyCat is there anything you would like to say before you face your peers, justice is wanted across the land  
No I understand
You have to respect the jealous intentions of a scorned man
Well from your accusers, it appears men
Who was loving me with no beginning or end
I have eight other lives, choose a place and time
I will bring the silk sheets and the bottle of vintage wine
My love will always be in high demand, and willing to please as I can
 
Very well
Wait, let me read off my own demise, as only I can tell
This could be interested
Your Honor my name and my time was wisely invested
My thoughts fused as destiny met fate, letting my passions go  
Allow my pen in the height of ecstasy to naturally flow  
It felt so liberated if you all must know
Intellectual minds surrendering unto poetic words inscribed on the heart as they were collected
So allow my point to be taken with regards and the matter finally rested
 
The deceptions, crooked mental directions, I’m guilty
Not my creed, yet my heart still bleeds, I’m guilty
Karma ruled its ugly head, I’m guilty
Lonely, dildo in hand, yet empty bed, I’m guilty
When the heart knows what it needs, I’m guilty
Cannot grasp it, obtain it, to free me, I’m guilty
 
When holding on to dreams slipping through like the sands of time, I’m guilty
Having to face it was never by God’s designs, I’m guilty
Addicted, tossed aside, loving the hard ecstasy rides, I’m guilty
Hearts deceived, love perceived, yet empty arms, received, I’m guilty
Whispers lies, the alibis, I’m guilty
Hold me once again, please forgive me of these ultimate sins, I’m guilty
 
Love and lust makes one do strange things, cry, laugh, or sing, I’m guilty
SweetKittyCat, charged as is
Passion to give unto you, as I breathe, as I shall live
Is there someone here that will vow for your defense
These male suitors here want blood, so do not keep them in suspense
 
At this moment in time I’ll even take Donald Trump or Mike Pence
He will say this is all fake news
Blow it over, let’s all be lovers again, and start anew
Guilty as charged
 
Those damn dicks