Save your sympathy

I feel a little lost.
I feel a little torn inside.
But what's the cost?
Of never living your life?

I dont know where I'm going
All I know, is i just keep running and running.
I dont need your help,
I can save myself.
I cant help that I'm thinking,
What if I'm losing more than I'm leaving.
I dont want your help I can fend for myself.

years of surviving hell.
As you see so far,
Its went so well.
But I'm still breathing.
I went so far, did the best that I could.
All these years and I'm still misunderstood.
But I'm still standing.

I dont know where I'm going
All I know, is i just keep running and running.
I dont need your help,
I can save myself.
I cant help that I'm thinking,
What if I'm losing more than I'm leaving.
I dont want your help I can fend for myself.

I can keep my composure,
Its easier when I get called a failure.
But I'm not done yet,
I'm calling my last bet.
I can be on the sky rise.
But wont i see anything though my eyes.
I keep them both close, walking to the edge where I can feel the wind blow.

Dont run and jump just stand still.
But I just want to fly.
And be what I know I can be.
And I,
And I.

I dont know where I'm going
All I know, is i just keep running and running.
I dont need your help,
I can save myself.
I cant help that I'm thinking,
What if I'm losing more than I'm leaving.
I dont want your help I can fend for myself.

I dont know where I'm going
All I know, is i just keep running and running.
I dont need your help,
I can save myself.
I cant help that I'm thinking,
What if I'm losing more than I'm leaving.
I dont want your help I can fend for myself.

day by day,
I build myself up.
And night by night,
I burn it all down
Day by day,
I leave my guard up.
Night by night,
I'll turn it around.