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I love pain.

I'm worried about how it sounds,  
rather than how I feel.
Truth be told I feel like I died when I realized the nice guy is doomed to a lonely life.
 
What I see is the story of my nearly ended life.  
About a couple of times where I try to find an end to this life.
It might end with this knife,  
That she shoved through my heart, when she runs away from her man as she talks to me in the dark of the night.
Telling me I'm "alright",
"God Bless".
 
Nigga you a mother fucking mess.
You ain't even high no more,
You better face this fucking test so you can die some more.
How many lonely lives must I live just so I can cry some more?
If I make love to this window without the substance do you think I can still fly some more?
Should I give up on finding a ride or die, and go back into hiding in my broken heart and keep living a stoic lie some more?
 
7 grams of pizza toppings make a nigga talk to the sky for sure.
 
That sill is the step to the beginning of a nihilistic path.
Rebirth and come back as an even more lonely Nigga.  
 
8 balls til I fall with my heart out.
The way she look at me she want me to take my cock out.
Friend zone leave you prone to a fallout,
Now I have phony ass dreams about how I'm gonna ball out.
 
Is that what you want for a hubby?
Well now I know you will never truly love me.
 
99.99 and 9 percent,
I'm about to crash my soul if I don't pull down this tint.
 
 
Written by DestroyerOfUranus (Des.)
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Author's Note
When the girl you like, likes a guy who never treats her right, and she tells you as much at night, and your coping mechanisms(drugs) are no more.(sobriety). All you wanna do is get down. On some ice tea and hurt feelings.
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