Existential  Danny Meets A  (Certified) Spirit Healer **

 Photo: "Look. The Spirit Is Willing. Hot Damn" by dkzk Dec2019  
 
(w)riting   for     life        (my     mind            soulheart).......  
   
is it worth                 it ?  
is it worth                   the bother ?  
is  it   worth                  any-thing ?          (at all) ?  
   
year-end desolation holyday siezen, Busted like a fckn old fool.  
Leah gone 2nd xmaz gone for all xmazes for'ever to come..  
   
Never again a happynewyear for her.  
No more happy any year while i'm here.  
   
"oh, but she'll have a perfect christmas with Jesus in the  
                   glory of heaven.  
   Give me a call, and I'll teach how to pray for her. "    
                                Said  fat church lady.  
"I know your pain. My grandfather died last year, and  
                 it was o, so devastating ! ", she added.  
"But through intense prayer to The Lord, The Lord has  
         given me the Power of Love which enables me    
         to speak with Grandpa every day, just as if he was    
           here in The Flesh", she declared, then gave me a  
    business card identifying her as a Certified Spirit Healer.  
   
"You've got to think positive when praying. That's the key."  
     was said somewhere in our brief interaction.....  
I said Thank You, (most politely), and GoodBye.....and walked  
away with her crumpled card in hand and once more in grief.  
   
Not only grief for our daughter. But grief that so many of us  
have to cling to projecting make-believe, fairy tale, cartoonish,  
    "explanations" to protect us from anything inexplicable to our  
                                              Grandiose EgoMinds  
   
             The Great, almighty Human Bean  
               (who made GOD in his own image)  
                                           A'men !  
   
   
** while the story is almost true, the true identities of    
       the Congregation may or may not have been changed  
          to guard the privacy of true believers everywhere.  
   
   
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2019dkzkdankozak              poomist + imagist                  2019