Jeremy

I cried so many times since you left.
I was alone, I was scared, I was at the mercy of a monster.
Everything I believed in was all because of you.
Now she's gone and I can believe again, brother.

I don't mean to neglect, it's just been so long.
I've learned to live without you to the point where it's too painful to see you.

I lost myself for a while.
I hurt everyone around me.
I wanted to tell you, but I was afraid you wouldn't recognize me.

You can blame mom all you want, that's what I did.
But I was wrong.
I was blinded by hate and selfish desires.
I've buried that girl and now she's gone.

I miss you, brother. I really do.
I think about you when I feel alone.
You are my true best friend, my voice of reason, and hopefully my best man.