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My Mind Runs Too Fast

Sometimes I confuse myself
And drive people away
Because I don't know how to explain
I like to think I am good with words
But when it comes to communication
I suck at it
It's hard to tell you how I feel when my mind is thinking faster than I can speak
I'm afraid you'll see just how messed up I am
I'm afraid I'll scare you away
I'm afraid I'll say something I regret
I know how depressed I am
I know my anxiety is bad
I know my mood changes fast
I am truly trying to figure myself out
But its hard
Especially when all of this makes me hate myself
I can't expect you to love me when I can't even love myself
Written by marina2020 (Rain Woman)
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