Succumb

She knew I loved her
touched her because she was special.
The softness of her skin
the silken strands of her hair
the intoxicating fragrance
of her shampoo.
The bulge of my dick
pressed tight against her ass,
straining for release
from my pants.
 
Whispering lightly
in her ear
promises of passion and exploration and
growth into womanhood.
Her turning in my lap
straddling my legs
petite firm breasts pushing against
the fabric of her skintight top.

I pick her up and
carry her down the hall
laying her out
on the bed before me.
Trust and doubt and desire
and fear all slide across
her young elfin features.
I bend over
and kiss the lips
of this twelve year old
my body reacting to hers
ripening for sex.

My hand slides down and
pulls up her shirt
rolling a nipple between my fingers.
As it grows hard
my tongue comes down
and circles it and
she breathlessly asks
is this ok?
I softly say
yes yes yes
as I kiss my way
down between her legs
and remove her shorts.

The light peach fuzz
just beginning to fill in
leads me down to
her pussy lips and
I push into her with my tongue.
She let’s out a gasp,
as I lick her clit,
and arches up to meet me
fingers clinching the bedspread.
I rise up and
drop my pants
my rock hard cock eager
to slide into her tight tight hole.

I tell her softly that what we have
is special, that today
my beautiful little girl
is going to become
a young woman.
Sharing her maturity
with me is our intimate secret.
Apologizing in advance
for the pain she will feel,
she smiles and says
it’s ok.
My desires outpacing
right and wrong,
surrendering to my lusts,
I steal her innocence.

Pushing in and breaking
through, she gasps in pain.
I pull out and
slide in slowly, a little
deeper with each thrust.
Spitting on my shaft,
my saliva, her juices, and
the blood from her broken
maidenhead all mixing
together, form a lubricant
for my desecration.

Finally I penetrate her
to her depths, my thrusts
bringing me almost out
and back in, knocking
against her inner wall.
She stares into my eyes, a
mixture of pleasure and
pain, trust and betrayal.
I want to believe I am
bestowing a gift, but
part of me knows
I am stealing a treasure.

The animal voracity in me
rides her for its own
satisfaction.  Her orgasms
driving me on towards
my climax.  As I finally
fill her with my seed,
my senses explode.
Only afterwards as my
rationale returns, does my
solicitude surface.  
Her perfect porcelain skin,
soft and smooth to my touch,
as I caress her, kissing her
supple lips.

As I tell her this will be
our special time, our
special secret.
That what we share is
for us alone.
Deep inside I know,
I have succumb.
I have succumb,
to my demons.