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Her. Again.

I've tried to run, tried to hide
Still can't get get her out of my mind
It's like she's dug in deep
Sometimes I can't sleep
It drives me crazy cause she'll never be mine
 
I've tried to hate her, tried not to care
But still she's right there
And when she looks at me
When I hear her voice
My god damn resolve fuckin disappears
 
I've spent months trying to forget her
I'll never get her
But any progress I make
She can immediately erase
 
With a quick word
A stunning smile
I got it bad and I hate that
She makes my brain run wild
 
This is wrong, I know
Hell, I've been trying to let go!
But she's got a grip on me
And she didn't even do anything
Just being her I suppose
 
But I don't want this
Man it hurts!
And it makes me a piece of shit
Which is even worse
 
But I can't help it
If you can, please take it!  
I'm going insane, I'm at the end of my rope
How much longer can I fake it?
 
As long as I have to
Cause I always do what I have to do
 
My happiness is irrelevant
Written by JayRio81
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Author's Note
Honestly, I just needed somewhere to vent. Don't really have anyone I can talk to about this. If it sucks that's cool, I likely wouldn't disagree. However, as you might tell from the content, I'm a bit too screwed up to know right now.
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