i donít know how to tell anyone.
This day feels exactly as the previous.
i perform to everyoneís expectations.
The promises and sorryís and never going to happen againís.
i believed them over and over. Stupid.
The emptiness behind the words pounds loudly in my head.
i wish them to be true.
There are no more prayers to pray.
i will miss what iíd hoped i had.
Then, maybe, peace of mind. Sshhh.
i canít feel anything. i canít feel anything, why canít i feel anything?
When life hands you lemons make lemonade.
i taste crap lemonade.