LOST TORTURE SOUL

As my mind drifts off into the mere depth of my thoughts sending subliminal messages to my brain, penetrating through walls of steel and stones sending shivers through my bones even making the blood in my veins run ice cold.          
                                                                                                                                       But if that wasnt enough my heart has no feelings nor reasons for the sense of emotions, for they have faded to black the very mere core of what is darkness with no light only to be filled with emptiness, and disturbing thoughts of past images from the hurt and pain that seems to not heal even with time pass.                                                                                          
                                                                                                                                       For as I become more discontent as the rage has me contemplating with each thought that seems to echo in the silents of my mind and soul, as it becomes intense and disengage with no real emotions just separation of inner feelings that no longer can masquerade with a smiling face.            
                                                                                                                                  But yet here I sit alone unafraid of the darkness as my torture soul wanders through the chambers of my thoughts, fragile like glass yet broken and scattred amongst the many images no longer to see, but as I challenge thyself to look beyond I feel an connectivity to dimensions invisible to some but I can see it in segments of lost time JUST BECAUSE I TRIED TO LOVE YOU.