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Bad Days

Today is a bad day
Not your definition
But mine

My type of bad day
involves worrying,
anxiety, and depression

A constant state of
"I can't do this" and
"I'm just done"

The never ending
Thought of
"I'm not good enough"

My type of bad day
involves my brain thinking
"I'm going to fail at life"
"I can't do anything right"
"No one can know how bad I feel because then they will assume I just want attention"
"Just smile, no one cares about your emotions, no one even talks to you. It's not like they are going to start now"
"Stop feeling sorry for yourself. Other people have it worse and you know that. Your life is perfectly fine-------
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Just stop
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I can't stop shaking
I've already given myself a headache
I don't know how many more bad days I can take
Written by marina2020 (Rain Woman)
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