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I Am a Troubled Heart

I speak from a troubled heart
Gashed by pain
Embedded with shame
Crafted through sadness

Who dares listen to my inner cries?
Who shares the audacity to perceive my outcries?

I speak of the tears of blood
The bitterness sting in my heart
The struggles of my life
The rejection by love

What once was sacred now defiled!
From preacher to pimp
(Since owning whores is a business; profitable too!)
...to convict!

What once started as lust
has now costed many lives;
abandoned many more to drug addiction
(it comes with the territory, right?)

I once was in love
and she loved me too
(enough to conceive a bastard child;
and don't you dare tell me my hatred for her is unhealthy)

I have compromised ever since;
to lust
and objectification
and possession!

They say;
  sex never proved love
It just created soul ties
   cheating has never defined a man
It just boosted his ego, while simultaneously destroying the beauty of love
And the faithful hearts that loves

I say;
Screw that!
  I never wanted to be this kind of guy
But I chose to be him, because it's safer that way!
No one can hurt you! No one can hurt you, that way!

They say;
   nakedness has never been an instrument to measure sexiness
It just arouse pervert’s minds
Injected lust into a perverted heart
Leaves people broken

I say;
  send me more of those nudes
be comfortable with your body
fuck, let's have wine and sex and no care in the world!

Needless what you say;
I am who I am
and I will not change to accommodate you!
Written by NuBorn (BxckedbyGold)
Published
Author's Note
One of those days it hurts to think of what kind of a life you have led and how despite all the help you keep getting, to dust yourself up and move on, you still think you are the worst jerk in the world to be harboring such hatred and bitterness.
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