Nameless

Just ranting.
…
I'm not the same as I was
four days ago

Before I changed eight
months ago

Before I was different
almost a year ago

Every time, a little or a
lot more fear was put
into me on those three separate
occasions

Reminders constantly
associated

With what comes from my
mouth
So that my triggers are at
The forefront

Realizing that I'm being
Pinpointed for the things I
wanted no parts of

Because the biggest
heartbreak came when
you went away

You came to me last
month and I guess you
were letting me know you were ok

I so love and miss you
everyday