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where you end and I begin
i sit here amidst the stoic silence
interjected by the static of intelligent machinery
the whole assembly at my service
to comprehend
apprehend
the finer balance or
lack of it
i am the cynosure
i am the star
i am number sixty seven
hiding my scar
in another time
i am the dinosaur
giant hope and staggering dream
crushed by the fine print
of paper
in another millennium
i am extinct
in lineal time
a moment stretched evermore
till the clouds engulf
i clutch my report
malignant
that’s the nature
of my cancer
it has sucked my life sap
blasted my cells
one at a time
or may be an entire colony-
pure statistics
killing them
annihilating me
an invisible black hole
of life force
the cycle has begun
the damage been done
the corridor is blurred
the faces hazy
the presence-transitory
my presence-momentary
a crushing swirling tide
of self-pity rises
a dissolute phoenix
at a redundant hour
slow acid pushes
thru the iris
i shut the light
and feel the silent storm
of screaming silence
while my sullen face is corroded
into deep crevasse of sudden grief
the heavenly hope in me
gets marauded
years become prolongations
of infinitesimal moments
and life—a veritable collage
of fragments of emotions
and reveries and laughter
and sunshine and soaring highs
the smile lingers
and the blissful joyride stretches on
till ominous clouds obliterate
and the severe heaviness sinks in
alone i find myself stranded
in the torrential downpour
a tiny whiny school girl
soaked and teary eyed
in the park
silent prayers on my lips continue
as the heavens roar
a soft touch on my head
and the warmth seeps in
a kind face looks down
full of altruistic love
celestial unknown yet
strikingly familiar
a guardian angel
a cherub
spiritual guide
a benign smile lights it up-
an alleviated hard sun
sparkling beams of ruddy hope flood in
a rainbow forms across
tremendous
seamless
i open my eyes with a start
they twitch and burn and
i register an old lady
when i turn
being wheeled out
her functions arrested
strictly clinical
a human being
a vegetable
lesser
ignoramus
god
tubes channelizing
the endoplasmic force
her eyes meet mine-
scintillating stars in the face of
gaping and certain death
hollow and cruel
or the certain awareness
of the cellar door
frozen tears spill and a bursting fullness
kicks in
like an unforeseen
infused placental Jesus
the angelic voice sings-
a superlative eruption
the path is lingering
and usurious-no doubt
and the expedition taxing
and the fear-mortal
but it’s not the finish
nor the fiends—never them,
rather the walk
the little bubbles
and the tiny steps
the seraphs
all the way
and the modest breaths
and endless winks
it’s a walk on a razor wire
with a mountain
on your shoulders
but you are not solitary,
stationary
you are a tiny supernova replete with
unsaturated dreams
wishes
the cognizant soul
the dot matrix ink will cease to exist
the lustrous tresses too
the arteries will dry
the flawless skin will wither
but the smile on your lips
will originate from deep
and fill the hole
and the soul
cry a river
smile a galaxy
wink an eternity
you are a universe
you are the universe
the undying panorama
of suspended belief
and renewable zeal
the giant bunny rabbit
of immortal conviction
you are...
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