the day my other half died

 your body lays upon mine..

I feel your warmth and your heart beat so calm and not threatening

I decide to just soak up your energy and stay calm as well...

the next day comes by and your still calm and oh so timid..

you wont even look me in the eye....

I sigh and walk away...

I think inside my head.....should I detach what is left  of this thing we have created.

I dismiss it and go on with my day...

I look upon my  life... and say inside my head is this happiness?

Am I happy?

I dont regret much but looking at that day... I wish I left..