the beauty of not knowing

 
I know...you know...I know
after all these years you should understand me
believe me I love you  
the way a Goddess does
 
all the hours...all the years
you watched me sleep
I told you I would hide from your eyes
 
in my torrid hours I gave myself to you
sins true desire  
I saw you with a gleam in your eyes
you thought I was unaware
well, I'll tell you...I was
 
you have my innocence
I renew myself daily  
you capture it like the first time  
when you come upon me
 
and when you require it...I'm a demoness
a sultry seductress to relieve your darkest appetites  
I've warred with you a war of all ages
 
I enjoyed every minute of it
there isn't another like me anywhere
I know you've looked
 
I felt your presence depart
searching the heavens
even felt your touch as you caressed another
don't you know it was me looking back even then?
 
in a way we're alone here
it's me and you infinitely
in all realms, on all planets, I see your face
if I easily submitted to you
I would bore you
 
 
so I hide myself away where you can't follow
distract my mind with others
then I come back to you
because you know me like no other