Crystal meth

 
There's a cold dark corner
in the deepest part of my mind,
it speaks to me sometimes and
says come back to me
I'll make you feel better.


As I lie on my bed
in the fetal position,
hoping and wishing.
The feeling of wanting
to go bad will pass quickly

Maybe that one day
I won't think about getting high,
Just to make the memories of us
Go away and I won't feel so
down and blue.

The corner keeps talking
about how good I could feel,
If I let it take over
I say no over and over
all I can do
is lie there and tell myself no.


As the corner gets closer
and tells me to let go, and
Say yes so I can feel better
As I say no and shake my head

I shall lie here and
keep fighting the wanting to be bad.
Keep saying no to Crystal meth,
Until the darkest part of my mind leaves
And never returns