clique deepunderground family

 
hush don't say a word
you stupid girl you're ill-informed  
don't you know blah, blah, blah
no, I don't you don't talk to me
 
my heart knows what it does
once someone cared for me
they made it known...
 
everyday chatting, accepting me as is
a busy schedule but she made time for me
advising me with wisdom gained
 
I feel you all hold me at arms length because I'm crazy
I'm never quite sure where I stand with you
I only know what I feel
a silent front of people I really don't fit in with
 
really I've tried
I admire your skills
and your unique beauty
 
I'm blaming you for my actions
when really it was all me
there are things I don't like

I'm bad about standing up for myself
I'm easily manipulated
I don't have time for that anymore
 
my heart loves who it does
our family is quite dysfunctional
but every one of you is a part of it
 
when I'm inspired or moved  
from now on I'm going to say so
I may get eye rolls
but I need to be free now
 
if you're my friend you will understand
I'm not choosing against you
I'm just choosing my heart in all things
 
every one of you have left a mark
click family you've just been hugged