Cycle; unravel

Hiding behind temporary satisfaction
I can forget
It feels better...

Ssh, I dont want to hear it
I dont want to think it...

There it is again
Pressing
Chasinging
Eating

I know, I can

Pull my eyes out from the sockets
Now I cant see it
Blind to it

Rip the tongue from my skull
Now I cant speak it
No bitter tastes

Blow my ear drums
Now I cant hear it...

Yes I can...

Reach into my chest and squeeze my heart
Feel it stop
Blood pouring down my elbow
Puddles on ground
No more of its insesent beating
  ......

I cant run from me
I'm always right here

Punch myself over and over

Punish me for being me and do it again because I did it the first time

I dont wanna die

I wanna suffer
I wanna erase me
I never wanted to live
I wanna be dead

I dont wanna die

I wanna die
I wanna die
I wanna die
I wanna die