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Enough's enough.

What causes my pain is something you can't understand.
You have such a big heart,
that's filled with hate.
It's freezing cold, and stone hard.
It can't shatter like mine has.
Sometimes I feel like I had a glass heart,
and you swung the hammer.
Ice fills your eyes,
fire fills your voice.
It tears through my soul.
My mind has a ripple,
like one of a lake.
Each thought bouncing in my head,
reflecting back and forth.
I've loved you so much it hurts me.
I'm so sick of this.
The fact that enough's enough.
I'm better off going through hell.
I hate this, I'm so insane.
You're slowly killing me, from the inside out.
I wouldn't wish this upon anyone.
Except you.
When you lie, I hope you choke on your words.
I hope when you break another promise,
someone breaks your heart.
When you lay down at night and
look into the sky,
I hope all the stars are gone and the world around you fades.
Maybe the moon will fall, the sun dissolve.
You will feel the emptiness creeping into you,
Everything turns dull and grey.
I want you to suffer the way I still am.

I can't change this path I'm on.
And it seems to keep on going.
Its like a never ending nightmare.
I've learned that fate is something I cannot escape.
Goodbye graceful, I'm so greatful, 
now you're gone.
Written by Amandaa (Manda)
Published | Edited 5th Aug 2014
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