In my mind

Been awhile since I took a second to just sit with myself.
Too long it's been,
so far gone I seem again..
In my mind all I do is run run run
and quicky burnout
in no blazing glory,
still stuck in the same ole sad story.

"I and I"
existing in a space
of self disgrace
and "sinful" explorations.
"I and I"
one soul to another,
have hope through these tribulations.

Think I'll get up and
take a trip beyond my being,
nothing going on here,
just fleeing pain and fear..
but if I leave now
I'll never know what could've been..
"I got nothing to say"
that feeling has made its way back again.

"I and I"
In existence you're
 sent soaring only to suddenly sink.
"I and I"
One who believes he's nothing
is bound to break down cause of the way he thinks.