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TORN BETWEEN LOVING YOU

From the moment you enter into my life I thought we had something real and rare from the heart and soul but yet to my surprise, you were no different from the rest who creeped into my life and world for you even had me let my guards down to trust you with my heart and soul, when in the back of my mind you came with complications that came with red flags that I chose to ignore deep down inside as my gut told me to stand my grounds.                                                  
                                                                                                                                  
For I thought we had an chemistry the same kind of frequency that vibrated deep within each of our hearts but yet I found out that was another lie, for I desperately thought that you were the one for me for there we were making plans for our life together as one, but yet that too was a lie for you illuminated my mind exposing my heart to the hurt with the pain leaving silent tears falling from my eyes upon my face.                                                                        
                                                                                                                                  But now as I stand here looking at myself in the reflection of the mirror upon the wall and stare at what you have now turn me into a mere former reflection of thyself, feeling lost within the madness caught up between insanity and the gatway to darkness and hell, for as I lay here through the night crying myself to sleep mesmerize by the very mere words you spoke to me only to be left alone clenching my heart within my hands feeling worthless and abandon by you.                                                                          
                                                                                                                                  For you even ignited the depth of my heart setting it upon fire with a deep desire to be loved by only you, only to be capture into a world of insecurities and doults even to the point of fear of loving someone again for I have now become torn, between loving you or leaving you as it screams through my brain ripping into the deepness of my heart tormenting my very soul of souls all because of you.
Written by Stoney223 (WOLF BAY33)
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Author's Note
TO BE LOVE IS SOMETHING THAT WE ALL SEARCH AND SEEK FOR IN OUR LIVES BUT THERE ARE THOSE, OUT HERE JUST LOOKING TO PLAY MIND GAMES WITH THE MIND AND THE HEART AND THE SOUL...AMAS SHAMEL
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