Reinforcement

    
I see you’ve had a child    
A daughter with your eyes    
The mother, only just of-age    
And she doesn't yet quite know  
The rhythm of all your lies    
   
I just can’t wrap my head around it    
You’re full of so much fucking shit    
And I haven’t cared about you in so long    
   
But now I find myself unblocking    
Find myself now stalking    
These feelings I can’t contain    
Like I’m trapped and want to run away    
   
You fucked a girl the same age    
As I was when you first fucked me    
But this time you made a baby    
And I thought I’d be happier for you    
Moving on and making a family    
   
But I’m more terrified than ever    
Because you think you’re so clever    
Yet I can see the despondence in your eyes    
And the way you hold a performance smile    
   
I feel afraid that others believe you    
That anyone would put their trust in you    
After all the abuse you put me through    
For nearly a fuckin decade    
   
For she’s more than a decade younger than you    
And sometimes age doesn’t matter, it’s true    
But you seem to go for the Varsity girls    
Who haven’t quite grown and don’t know any better    
   
And you trap them in your narcissist cause    
Suffocating all of her dreams without pause    
   
What will your daughter someday think of you?    
   
 
( NO - STOP )    
   
 
I... I must break away    
Ignore the life you continue on    
Because I... I got away    
   
And no matter how you make the fear arise    
   
Now, I am free    
   
And it doesn’t fuckin matter    
No it doesn’t matter anymore    
No one else’s opinion matters    
Only mine forevermore