The ride of my life

In a sedative state i lay in the back of an ambulance, I know your sitting right next to me. Riding to a place I know I probably won’t come back from. I realized at that moment you made evil look so beautiful.  The way you twisted manipulation into a simple smile poisoned my love.  Unconscious to the point  my dreams became a reality.  You questioned how I got to this state,  the doors read...
“your  pain became the weapon”.  Let my body waste away, but the blood sits on your hands.  
(I paid for my ambulance ride with my life)