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Fed Up

I'm tired of this darkness  
I'm tired if this death  
I'm yelling in my head so loud I can hardly catch my breath
 
'Why?'  
Is in a stream that's screaming loud and endless
Rock bottom never seemed so muthafuckin bottomless  
 
And maybe I can't remember the last time I was here
Maybe it was the hospital when I was bleeding from wrist to ear
Or maybe it was the year that I just did what I could
To fool all my peers into thinking that I was still good
 
Within me the darkness itself is begging for some light
To kill the thoughts  
Swarming  
Building  
Bursting  
From inside
 
This tide has to shift
I swear I'm losing my mind  
Something's gotta change  
There's nowhere left to hide
 
When did I get so weak  
When did I get so numb
To let my talents go to waste  
Do you see what we've become?  
 
'Why, let me out!' is in an endless stream
It needs to stop
I need to stop  
This deafening scream.
BabydoII
Written by BabydoII (Itty Bitty)
Published
Author's Note
Do you ever just get tired of yourself for the days and time you waste? I'm there.
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