My Pillow

 
I hug my pillow
As I would hug you
Its comforting as I imagine you
Its sensuous
As this pillow becomes you in my mind
I gently hold it close
Snuggling into it
Smelling it
Hoping it will release a scent of you
I'm wrapped all around this pillow
As I would you
If you where here with me
I am drawn to your vision
My perfect vision of you
Like flying towards the sun
I am burning
Seared by the heat
Yet I fly ever closer
Wanting this fire
Wanting you
My pillow is you
The air between us electric
Like you where here
I feel the spark
I feel you through my pillow
Can almost taste you
My desire grows stronger
As I grow weaker without you
This night is cold
But my pillow keeps me warm
Keeps me safe
While I wait for you
My pillow is no substitute
For my body needs to feed off you
Your heat
Your scent
Your very core
This pillow waits to be replaced by you
My arms and my lips
Wait just for you