in pursuit of the meaningless

i found them all to be that day  

that day the day world lost its lustre  
and everything became pale  
 
walking through the glitzy boutiques  
and gliterring shopping districts  
hordes of humans in suits  
and posh dresses  
felt  
utterly charmless  
 
the world and its wealth  
holding no longer any attraction  
a strange place  
a strange place to feel alive in  
 
took me four decades to come to this place  
four decades  
the path to this clarity  
Four decades  
to find  
home