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I Forgot Not To Luv Them 😢
You know what brings me to tears?
Thinking how I've luved others to the point I feel like I’ve traded my soul to the devil.
Seeked to be luved by strangers that I really didn't know.
Who never took time to know what truly is within me.
Who thought tears was a sign of weakness.....not a sign of passion or angry inner strength being held back.
Souls who didn't or wouldn’t luv me back cause we weren’t searching for the same things in life or luv.
They prefer to be with a heartless soul without any connection.....using one vulnerable soul to another.
I sit here wondering if I made any difference in their lives or was I just a stepping stone to a few empty souls trying to get thru their own insecurities.
In return of their selfish soul searching.
I got a broken heart and soul cause I luved them honestly.
Copyright © 2019 Flowergirl All Rights Reserved
Thinking how I've luved others to the point I feel like I’ve traded my soul to the devil.
Seeked to be luved by strangers that I really didn't know.
Who never took time to know what truly is within me.
Who thought tears was a sign of weakness.....not a sign of passion or angry inner strength being held back.
Souls who didn't or wouldn’t luv me back cause we weren’t searching for the same things in life or luv.
They prefer to be with a heartless soul without any connection.....using one vulnerable soul to another.
I sit here wondering if I made any difference in their lives or was I just a stepping stone to a few empty souls trying to get thru their own insecurities.
In return of their selfish soul searching.
I got a broken heart and soul cause I luved them honestly.
Copyright © 2019 Flowergirl All Rights Reserved
Published 14th Oct 2019
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14th Oct 2019 11:35pm
Thanks for sharing, life can be a challenge at times, made me think of the lyrics of one of my favorite songs by Rossington and Collins Band
Experience is the teacher, but it's a hell of a way to learn
Still you've got to feed the fire and hope you don't get burned
Aw, now don't you fool yourself you gotta pay the price
You gotta take some chances if you want to bring home the prize.
Experience is the teacher, but it's a hell of a way to learn
Still you've got to feed the fire and hope you don't get burned
Aw, now don't you fool yourself you gotta pay the price
You gotta take some chances if you want to bring home the prize.
14th Oct 2019 11:48pm
Hey Razz........luv your response.......I have no regrets going thru pain or smiles in my life......cause it all made me to feel more and to luv more......has led me to the path of life to many great souls.......thank you for your thoughts.......purple luv & hugs xo :)
15th Oct 2019 00:46am
There are a lot of frauds out there. I know the love in your heart and I’m forever changed for the better by knowing you💜🙏🏻
15th Oct 2019 00:52am
Awe Lily.......I knew you would understand this one completely.......I felt your heart and a few others writing this. Thank you for the blessing of being in my life......you’ve helped me smile thru dark times......thank you......purple luv & hugs xo :)
15th Oct 2019 9:22pm
That is so relatable and so touching flowergirl. *hugs* I hear you. I spent a lot of my life giving of my time and care to friends and was, in turn, loved for it, but when I went through a difficult time, there was no one there for me, and for a time I was bitter about this and I isolated myself from all of them. I found it easier to not have to explain the way I was feeling or the outbursts of erratic emotion I was experiencing, being alone was better than being ashamed. Over time, I have learned to accept myself and, I have found, acceptance is key. We accept and love ourselves and then we can radiate that love out to others. <3
16th Oct 2019 1:21am
Bravo Daniel........yes I have walked this same path.......I have recently discovered it’s ok to say “NO”......when I did they all went away and I found my worth to them. I’m sorry you’ve been treated this way.......you sound as if you have found strength and wisdom thru the trials........you’re a wonderful soul my friend.......don’t let anyone tell you differently.......thank you for sharing personal thoughts with me.......always here for you.......purple luv & hugs xo :)
16th Oct 2019 6:10pm
You have a genuine heart and you give it purely. For those who appreciate your luv, I'm sure you have made a huge difference in their lives. You are an angel.
17th Oct 2019 3:04am
Hey Beautiful.......your words made me cheerfully tear up.......you always send me luv......thank you.......purple luv & hugs xo :)
19th Oct 2019 6:02am
20th Oct 2019 2:25am
Hey TIG......I’ve changed with you.......I’ve learned so much from your changes......it’s given me courage to change when I needed to......thank you......purple luv & hugs xo :)
26th Oct 2019 9:19pm
great poem. It made me think back to how I had been searching for love years ago. God gave me a poem....the words, there she sits once again under black painted skies, popped into my head...I wrote those words down, and from there, I wrote the poem, Painted Skies.
It's one of my first posts on this site...it's one of my favorite poems that I've written...
...may God mend your broken heart.
God's blessings...Life 🙂
It's one of my first posts on this site...it's one of my favorite poems that I've written...
...may God mend your broken heart.
God's blessings...Life 🙂
26th Oct 2019 9:54pm
Hey Life.......thank you for making me smile.......appreciate the visit......glad you thought of your brilliant ink......it touched my heart.......honored by the RL.......purple luv & hugs xo :)
26th Oct 2019 10:30pm
