mixed emotions

A thousand tears fallen
my inner self shattered
chaos and confusion run rampid in my mind
beyond madness lies insanity
can you see the real me the one
hidden behind the mask of illusion

 A thousand fears hidden deep within
shadows creep in like stalkers in the night
A freezing decay of darkness suffocates me
as i slowly fade away

  A thousand visions laced with despair
fear builds panic turns manic I slowly
become frantic as the sound of
A thousand voices wail beneath a sea
of endless torment

  A thousand whispers echo through the night
silent darkness cold and unforgiving
getting lost as I try to escape
slipping into an endless abyss

  Athousand nightmares come  to life
as fantasy and reality colide exploding
into terror as I get lost somewhere in time

  A thousand memories lost
mixed emotions racing thoughts  
A lost soul with Athousand feelings
screams go unheard a lonely girl
goes unloved