Can u see thru

3 is the new 2 sequel
Although we pretend we are equal
It’s hard it’s almost like u can see thru ...... me
Although my exterior is built tough
The lack of confidence in this situation is eventually gonna shine thru
I feel like my feelings are becoming transparent
Is that apparent?
My openness to try something new has me with feelings and emotions I though if never come to
Could be what they said and the life I’ve led has made some of those lies become true
I’m trapped between a soft pillow and a breaking heart
Finances and romances
Me my husband his mistress
I vowed to never fuck with a scrub
Could this be why I’ve attracted so many ballers with many partners unfaithful,ungrateful, and dishonest with lots of broken promises
Which is how I end up in this 3some relationship....trio....polygamy
Trying something new could this be real
Genuine on all levels of attraction
Or a big distraction
I have no clue
I’ll sit back and let this happen with no captions
Although it’s my life I’m sure I’ll hear about your reactions
Can u see thru