.......but love me.

Use me......... but love me.

Kiss the rasp in my yelling voice
​Say "I told you so"...if it gives me you
Take your failures out on me
Deceive my wetness with your false lips
.........but love me.

I pay to ride this mental ferris wheel you spin
Revive your youth on the arch of my back
​Command my gaze upon your devastating armor
​Feed my addiction with the dope of you against my lips
........ but love me.

continue your dry rebuke in the day then
​wet your deviance on my tatted skin in the night....
cradle the corpse of my heart in your hated grasp
........ but love me.

Deafen your ears to my safe word
waken your whip from it's slumber across my face
Draw blood from my shoulders that bares the weight you leave behind
....but love me

​Taste the sweet of my weakness on your forked tongue
​Lay blame on me and ease your conscience when in need
Point your finger and tell on me
laugh at my desperation to love you
fate me this curse of you and rest in your sanctum of not belonging to me
........ but love me.