ArchiTextures unLimited/?\

byDanKozakTuesday,December20,2011at11:39am


HOME  WAY'FROM  HOME

~(A Sheltering Emptiness,

 A Protective NoThing)~



nothing about or 'roundabout to indicate

The Comforts of Home has

maked a good'ass i'rony as/to/for

this being become [akinda] comfyhome of

br'other & i (I)'s disparate lives----



rarified music, [solitary]dance, sloppy Art

in one room,

odds-on gaming gambulatin' for t'Win it Big

in an other,

.....thee remaining home empty,bare,

furnishless, (not so wide) open spaces.......just

the not-too-fine carpet [wall2wall] & the walls, wind'ows undraped,

Dad

on thee mantlepiece (lookin somewhat ashen, but, so be what?),

all clean & bare,empty barenaked & yes, It, this NoThing, Is

indeed Beautiful.....'my



room',of living-on-thee-floor, is nonetheless becluttered of 100s&100s

cds (played on one'o Pops' old karaoke boxes),

books, books, cds, clothing junk,cds, books, rare-watched movies, a little plastic tv,

(almost always OFF, & totally uncabled, unsatellitted, uncommerce'd), saxes flutes

clarinettes that i-1-day-may-learn-to-''play'', medicine, stainy coffeeCup.....then,



a (some-may-thinkthinkthink-it-odd) Pleasure of steppin out thee little cell's door into

a sheltering emptiness, kindalike an Inversion'd Bliss of Thee Uncluttered Mind which

wee materialistic'ally conditioned, me'stycal folk[s] will ne'er dare think'of nor look'at,

(&seem,indeed, terrified of).........



'this'

is a true gift...given of NoThing from Father who, at times, th'ought he knew'd

everything, (a'least as much as he thought he wanted/needed t'know) & knew fr'om

nothing ab'out NoThing....



'this'

is Beautiful, despite even thee weepable alonesomeness'o thee attendant psuedo-

eXile + paradoxy(quack'quack)Pariahood.......



--hey baby....all Our Home[s] is total-Transient....built2beLost....wee hide&

diversion ourSelfs in pain'd prideful artifaces, &

that's just okay,justly to Survive Our Own d'lusion....--



'this'

is 'different'....way different...eneXpectedly different...painful'joyously different,but

beautiful'sad like canno be Xplaind 'cept in inexplicAble duallessness which

no-one of Us wishes t'even i'magine, (livin'amidst Th'ComfortFoods that'll turn&come t'kill us)...



believed/disbelieved, disputed[or]embraced is all just one just many-so-different

just same & same again.....all thee 'Answers' rightHere,rightNow,

unimaginable, unspeakable

(wit apologies t'thee frightened, &yes,it is  )



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