I donít know what to do, I feel so alone.
Family, friends, I have people who love me, but it doesnít stop the pain.
ďYouíre loved!Ē ďYouíre needed!Ē
You can tell me till youíre blue in the face, but my mind will deny every single word.
Just leave me be, donít worry.
Iíll work through it.
It happens everyday, only this time I was too broken to hide it.
My theatre grin wasnít wide enough, and you saw through the cracks.
Donít push it, donít push me.
I need time to recharge, time to remember who I really am.
But until then, I feel alone.
I feel flawed and cracked, but Iíll become whole again.
I just need time.