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My Inner Masochist...

  † † † † †  
He fucks with my mind while savage † † †  
†† † †  greed feeds from my soul † † † † † † † †  
My inner recesses; condemned to havoc as † †  
††emotions twine 'round heart strings † † † † † †Sanguine fear clamors through my veins † †
†† † †while stuck in such bane existence † † † † † † Salted beads roll down my cheeks under † †  
††††† † † the cravings of a masochist † † † † † †
My breaths hamper, struggling as I plead †  
††††† † † for mercy that never comes † † † † † † † †  
As the pain sears, I swear my soul bleeds, † †  
†† † †stuck in deviation I didn't consent to † † † My heart shatters each time he tinkers & †
††toys with his need to be sadistically played † † †
†He tries to bend me into the submission he has, but I lack the strength for such a wicked game † † †  
I love a good hard fucking, but a sadistic fucker is an unwelcome lover to
††    †    to my flesh & bones † † † † † † † †  
† † † † † † † † †
There is no love story when you're being fucked by the demon called, anxiety. Yet it's all my inner masochist has ever known.
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PandoraUnleashed
Written by PandoraUnleashed
Published | Edited 26th Oct 2019
Author's Note
Of course, this wasn't about bdsm & I chose masochist vs sadist, because anxiety seems to be part of us. As much as we hate it, it seems like our minds crave what the soul doesn't. No matter what,...
Of course, this wasn't about bdsm & I chose masochist vs sadist, because anxiety seems to be part of us. As much as we hate it, it seems like our minds crave what the soul doesn't. No matter what, the little demon imposes & we allow it with open arms. 🖤
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