Codependent

Pardon my indescretion as I stumble through these many lessons, leaving me without answers, just more questions.

I'm trying my damnedest to learn, tryin to put out these fires because my soul still burns, to let go of the guilt I didn't earn, to let go of you, even though my heart still yearns.

I'd tear my heart out to save you, but it's not my place to, letting go is all I can do, but at least I can say my love's true.

At the end of the day no matter how hard I try, I just end up beating myself up inside, angry at all the tears I've cried, angry at all the pain from which you hide.

I keep trying to find the words to say, that it doesn't have to be this way, that I'll stand with you every single day, but in the end you still push everyone who cares away.

You seem content to destroy yourself, given up on your physical and mental health, too fucking bitter and blind to see inside you the beauty and wealth.

But I cannot save you from your sins, that kind of help must come from within, I could tell you again and again, but you must believe in yourself my friend, I just hope that you feel the love I send, until and if we meet again.