I tried to love you, to love myself

You’re everything  
I hate in the world  
But when I felt
Your personality drip
Against my lips
Suddenly, I was dying of thirst  
You’re everything  
I hate in myself  
The world seems  
Cold and empty
There’s pain everywhere  
It lingers on everything  
I hear your smooth voice  
In my head  
Telling me that
You wish I was dead
I never want to  
Open my eyes  
I tried to love you
To love the world
And myself
To turn the dark into light
But my love drowned  
In heart wrenching agony  
Into the deepest depths  
Of a pitch black ocean  
Written by Heart_symphony
Published | Edited 29th Oct 2019
Author's Note
How can you love what’s terrible?
But everything’s terrible, so how can you not?
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