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I tried to love you, to love myself


You’re everything
I hate in the world

But when I felt
Your personality drip
Against my lips
Suddenly, I was dying of thirst

You’re everything
I hate in myself

The world seems
Cold and empty
There’s pain everywhere
It lingers on everything

I hear your smooth voice
In my head
Telling me that
You wish I was dead

I never want to
Open my eyes

I tired to love you
To love the world
And myself
To turn the dark into light

My love drowned
In heart wrenching agony
Into the deepest depths
Of a pitch black ocean
Heart_symphony
Written by Heart_symphony
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Author's Note
How can you love what’s terrible?
But everything’s terrible, so how can you not?
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