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Fighting my mentality
So here I still lie
Fighting my mentality
Depressed or Anxiety?
maybe,
The Numbness has taken over me
What am i feeling?
Fighting my mentality
be sane
be "normal"
be what society wants you to be "happy"
Trying to be what everyone arounds me wants me to be
fighting my depression
fighting my anxiety
fight my own dam mentality
Living with what im not
living with a person who i dont know who she is
she is me
i am doing what society wants me to be "happy"
i havent figured me out
im still fighting my mentality.......
Fighting my mentality
Depressed or Anxiety?
maybe,
The Numbness has taken over me
What am i feeling?
Fighting my mentality
be sane
be "normal"
be what society wants you to be "happy"
Trying to be what everyone arounds me wants me to be
fighting my depression
fighting my anxiety
fight my own dam mentality
Living with what im not
living with a person who i dont know who she is
she is me
i am doing what society wants me to be "happy"
i havent figured me out
im still fighting my mentality.......
Published 3rd Sep 2019
Author's Note
i just write how i feel
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3rd Sep 2019 8:55pm
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4th Sep 2019 00:07am
3rd Sep 2019 10:15pm
I like that the repetition through out the piece so as to really nail it into the reader's mind.
Writing how you feel is the best thing to do. You'll come back to pieces like this in the far future and understand yourself even more.
Excellent spill.
Writing how you feel is the best thing to do. You'll come back to pieces like this in the far future and understand yourself even more.
Excellent spill.
4th Sep 2019 00:07am
4th Sep 2019 2:25am
I know what it like to fight yourself I am here if you want to talk also welcome to DUP honored to have you here
4th Sep 2019 2:53am
thank you so much and I am glad someone can relate to this. Sometimes I feel like no one understand. And I am Glad to be here
4th Sep 2019 5:12am
Shit that battle with your mind aint no joke. That shit really can drain a person out. This is truly an insightful write and just a touch how your mentality can really be a challenging thing to sometimes get a grip of. Enjoy DUP my fellow Libra
5th Sep 2019 3:08am
4th Sep 2019 7:52am
I don't believe one can be what others (society, family, friends)
AND struggle with our selves
because in the end You struggle with who You WANT to be
adding to the other struggles of Your spirit
Expressed this theme throughout well
AND struggle with our selves
because in the end You struggle with who You WANT to be
adding to the other struggles of Your spirit
Expressed this theme throughout well
4th Sep 2019 8:13am
I totally feel this girl. I too suffer from anxiety & depression. Also borderline bipolar. It's so hard having one. But having multiple.together are literally hell. & Your words were very well said. I hope you can keep finding the strength to conquer your demon's & that you can find the peace within yourself. Much love ☮️💖
5th Sep 2019 3:08am
7th Sep 2019 3:32am
A series of fast bursts, that's a common first release. It's obvious you've been writing for a long time though, before here. Pain creates art. Pain plus time creates comedy. Keep building that facet until you've written enough bricks to stand on. You have a distinct voice for sure.
7th Sep 2019 2:33pm
11th Sep 2019 3:55pm
i feel you on this piece its deep with depth for everyday is a struggle this i know for thyself PTSD from the military all i can say is keep fighting never give up for the you that you truly seek is still within you just keep your head up for the fight is never over not until you give up...one love with respect
2nd Jan 2020 2:17am
I can relate to these sullen thoughts... you've expressed your struggle well.
Best wishes...I hope you have a happy new year!
Best wishes...I hope you have a happy new year!
