incapable

Sick n tired of ur bullshit.
I've tried n tried,
but god damn i just wanna quit.
Finally give up.
Throw in the towel,
no longer give a fuck.
There was a time i thought you were sent from above.
Really your straight outta hell,
incapable of appreciating real love.
You tore me apart.
Left me in pieces,
destroyed my heart.
Where are my emotions?
I'm in a state of confusion,
feel like I'm just floatin.
I don"t really care anymore,
Live or die, whatever,
as long as I'm not one of your whores!
Fuck this, fuck them and fuck you!
I wish i could turn back time,
would i avoid you if i knew what you would do?
Take the good with the bad.
At least that's what they say,
but damn , I'm always sad.
Feeling hopeless!
Washed up, used, ignored and unloved,
how the fuck am i supposed to cope with this?
Slit my wrist, pop a few bottles of pills?
How can u hurt me this way,
when you know how it feels?
You crushed my spirit, maybe my soul,
I feel so empty,
like i will never be whole.
You ask me to try again.
Give us another chance,
but you will just lie & go on with your life of sin.
Cheating on me,
destroyed us!
My eyes are open but still you cant see!
Now I'm the one incapable!
I wanna love u,
I just think I'm unable!