Ramblings pt3

Too much disconnection
 on this dying planet,
 inhabitants so desperate but
have no idea what to do or
what they want they just
distract themselves endlessly
 entertainment options are
 limitless by now,
 they ignore they deny and lie living not so authentically not genuinely being who they believe they can be and who they want everyone else to see,
 "look at me
 look at me
tell me what you see, what you think
 tell me tell me now"
they need it instantly no delay
cause they know these days
nothing has staying power,
 nothing lasts as always it
 fades into something else all together,
kinda like life I guess but also goes for this confused culture we've created carelessly turned it into complete chaos, lost the power and intensity
the infinite possibilities
reduced to a bland basic structure
constant fluctuation
 plagued with mass produced phoniness extreme loneliness
we got everything up in this bitch
anything you want anything you can think up in that disorganized
 curious cranium you feel trapped in
you're not alone though lost one
never
never ever
left alone on your own while you're here
the Cosmos are forever near
clearly enclosed in thy mind even if you never seem to find any clues as to
where this truth could be
 not so easily seen
 only a few ever get close to obtaining and gaining a new perspective which is so needed and necessary for everyone now if we wanna not keep living in a world full of worries
an epidemic systemically silencing
 each soul
 each sacred voice
something special left unspoken
whole lotta beings broken at the moment lost and hopeless feeling helpless restless stressed depressed
maybe this perception of mine is
a reflection of what goes on
in my mind or how I feel sometimes
but I imagine alot of people feel these ways and like me, don't know
 what to say as each day drags on but the years fly by with no time to sit and wonder why,
 live now here get your mind aligned with whatever divine deity or vision,
whatever illuminates and intrigues thy soul you lose your cares and cheerfully let go of trying to control everything except your choices and how you choose to use that inner voice, which is not just mental noise
 notice what never seems to leave your head
 same thoughts same emotions
 same scenes same sensations
same frustrations
dwelling on alienation
hung up on hesitation
I need a fucking vacation from this way of living never loving never giving
minimal connections
running from reflections
overloaded reality corroded
 inner implosion
 energy exploded
fears floated away, not here to stay only to fluctuate forever fooling you into thinking you're finally free.