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Presumptively Generalized Cultural Prognosis,  (2-17-19, 11:00am,  Palm Springs, California)


 
suddenly  
while slowly sipping
on my mornings
first espresso
this thin
vague thought
quietly arose
like a flowing
tendrilled wisp
of mysterious
dreamlike smoke
hypnotic  
in its  
unfurling
sprawl
to whisperingly
occur to me
and subtly lift
to my
semi entranced
peripheral attention
the self reflective
hidden essence
of its  
newly risen
somewhat threadbare  
realization
which without
any conscious
resistance
from myself
reflectively whispered
and further  
mirrored
me this
fractured insights
seed thought  
shard
to allow more  
inner light
to dawn more
expansive breadth upon
without intention
nor any need
from me
at all
to try  
and steer
nor exercise
any pre thought
control
in its organic
spontaneous expansion
wherein it seems  
ive seldom
questioned
the inner workings
of my  
multi dimensional
mind  
least of all
given any thought
or ponderance
to the deeper
introspective
query
beyond mere
momentary
shallow fleeting  
wonder
in regards
to this
newly surfaced
subconscious
wonderances
unexpected  
self dissective
simple questions
challenge here
wherein
this briefly
came to me
what inner lies
might i  
have lied  
to myself
more than to
anyone else
i suppose
perhaps
it arose  
for me
before i even
listened
for an answer
due to
the possible
subconscious fact
that i  
may feel
on some level
or another
self defensive  
for us all
that we all
deserve  
to cut
and give ourselves
including me
myself
no less
at least
a little more
fair slack
at times  
in our personal
permissible quotas
and our
overly defensive
acceptance
and allowance
of our own
individual
and collective
human flaws
especially in this
crazy assed  
cuntry
of this
my present
incarnations
birth
life
rebirth
where we
each and all
have been
experientially programmed
right from  
the very start
to be  
the hardest critics
of and on
ourselves
in a culturally
misguided
blind capitalist system
of media driven  
insatiable addictions
wherein natures
been completely replaced
with soul rotting
artifice
along with
an increasingly mass
rabid ambition
for more
ever yet
more
money wealth
greed and power
where mankinds now
much too far  
gone
hopelessly beyond  
just lost  
wandered far  
too long  
compassless
off course
where now  
no map
nor chart
can hope  
to awaken
all those  
whove strayed
off into  
the  dark
empty hinterlands
of no deposit  
no return
voided salvations
highest cost
back up into
balance and harmony
with oneness  
again
as they flounder  
scream  
and flail
in their personal  
hells
theyve  
sold out to
and co created
for themselves  
evermore disconnected
forever separated
from both nature
and truth
in this now
rapidly crumbling  
increasingly blinded
materialist society
as well as
a significant part
of our larger
conscious  living
world  
as a whole
where were  
all so preconditioned  
and expected  
to seek
and perpetually
strive
to whatever degree
or desperately
futile
impossible level
or semblance
of socio delusional
pathological narcissistic
perfection
we can  
and so now
with that  
unexpected
abysmal purge
i guess
the bottom line
deductively  
comes down  
to this
sad sum
mankinds
too long wearied  
ride
at last comes
crashing down
as sweet
mother earth
and the immeasurable
greater  living
universe
of the universe
of the universe
of creation
soon rectifies
with its heavenly
cosmic sigh
the historical
self destructive
unconscionable
stain  
and all evidence  
of mankinds heartless
soulless  
blight
from the sublime
balance
beauty
harmony
peace
of perfect  
highest  
divine oneness
restored
again
and its this
which will
be
and suffice
for me  
for i will
be gone
for good
as well
as my greatest
transcendent  
reward
ahhhh
the sweetest
most heavenly  
relief  
and peace profound
which may come
from simply
having our species
removed forever
from the divine
equation
the immeasurable relief
that may come
from knowing
that we  
have all been
permanently removed
from all sacred  
oneness
which we have
so mercilessly harmed
to never  
bring harm  
forever
again
 
 
 
 
OyateInyanNajin
Written by OyateInyanNajin
Published | Edited 27th Aug 2019
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