Presumptively Generalized Cultural Prognosis,  (2-17-19, 11:00am,  Palm Springs, California)

 
 
suddenly  
while slowly sipping  
on my mornings  
first espresso  
this thin  
vague thought  
quietly arose  
like a flowing  
tendrilled wisp  
of mysterious  
dreamlike smoke  
hypnotic  
in its  
unfurling  
sprawl  
to whisperingly  
occur to me  
and subtly lift  
to my  
semi entranced  
peripheral attention  
the self reflective  
hidden essence  
of its  
newly risen  
somewhat threadbare  
realization  
which without  
any conscious resistance  
from myself  
reflectively whispered  
and further  
mirrored me
this  
fractured insights  
broken seed thought  
shard  
to allow more  
inner light  
to dawn more  
expansive breadth upon  
without intention  
nor any need  
from me  
at all  
to try  
and steer  
nor exercise  
any pre thought  
control  
in its organic  
spontaneous expansion  
wherein it seems  
ive seldom questioned  
the inner workings  
of my  
multi dimensional mind    
least of all  
given any thought  
nor further ponderance  
to the deeper  
introspective query  
beyond mere momentary  
shallow  fleeting  
wonder  
in regards  
to this  
newly surfaced  
subconscious wonderances  
unexpected  
self dissective  
simple questions  
challenge here  
wherein this briefly  
came to me  
what inner lies  
might i  
have lied  
to myself  
more than to  
anyone else  
i suppose  
perhaps  
it arose  
for me  
before i even  
listened  
for an answer  
due to  
the possible  
subconscious fact  
that i  
may feel  
on some level  
or another  
self defensive  
for us all  
that we all  
deserve  
to cut  
and give ourselves  
including me  
myself  
no less  
at least  
a little more  
fair slack  
at times  
in our personal  
permissible quotas  
and our  
overly defensive acceptance  
and allowance  
of our own  
individual and collective  
innate  human flaws  
especially in this  
crazy assed  
cuntry  
of this  
my present incarnations  
birth  
life
death
rebirth  
where we  
each and all  
have been  
experientially programmed  
right from  
the very start  
to be  
the hardest critics  
of  on
and to
ourselves  
in a culturally  
misguided  
blind capitalist system  
of media driven  
insatiable addictions  
wherein natures  
been completely replaced  
with so much
seemingly never ending
relentlessly unstoppable
soul rotting artifice  
along with  
an increasingly mass  
rabid ambition  
for more  
ever yet more  
money  wealth  
greed and power  
where mankinds now  
much too
far gone  
hopelessly beyond  
merely lost  
wandered for far  
too long    
so compasslessly
off course  
where now  
no map  
no chart
nor hope itself
it seems
can hope enough
to awaken
nor reawaken
all those  
whove strayed  
off into  
the  dark  
empty hinterlands  
of no deposit  
no return  
who ve now also
voided  through their
mass apathetic
complete lack
of enough proactive
action
much less much
even if any
last minute chance
left at all
to seek  find
and take
any said action
towards creating
any effective solution
nor resolve
to pause  stop  reverse
all the truly
countless  seemingly
insurmountable
global problems
issues  imbalances
conflicts and sufferings
which our once
sacred  beautiful  conscious
living  wondrous world
truly was
which so tragically
now all seems
to be
so very close
to becoming
so irretrievably lost
lost at the
highest price
and ultimate cost
to us all
as to all
life here upon
our still beautiful
wondrous
conscious  living world
as well
yet some mysterious
inner knowing
within me
some innermost voice
in the depths
of my
intuitive gut
still nonetheless
beyond all this
tells me
and i trust
that something transcendent
beyond what all
we humans
only
think we know
from our collective
egoic minds limited
mass delusional
but still only
temporal
illusory perspective
may still yet
come about
to be
to seemingly miraculously
still turn this
rapidly sinking ship
our still precious
though near completely
depleted
world
around
to completely reverse
resolve  solve
heal and renew
all our present
truly countless
seemingly insurmountable
global problems
issues  imbalances
conflicts and sufferings
back around
up into
a much more
higher consciously awakened
world
wherein all mankind
may finally be
exist and truly
live as one
much more fully
unified world
of more enlightened
beings
in which
all mankind
all living beings
all creatures
big and small
all life
all nature
may come to
finally exist
to live
to thrive
to flourish again
in absolute perfect
higher consciousness
balance and harmony
forever in peace
in beauty
in oneness
with the oneness
of all that
is
again
while all those
others still here
still left
in this
our present
rapidly dying
struggling  flailing world
who cant  wont
or for whatever
fear or ignorance
based
stubborn reasons
of their own
refuse to embrace
the newly awakening
higher truths
of our already
now increasingly awakened
vibrationally quickened world
will not ascend
into the new
higher dimensional
new earths
new world
but will only
be left here
stuck in the
insane chaos
and unsustainability
of this
our presently
still rapidly collapsing
goodbye  good riddance
dark paradigmal
old world
where theyll all
flounder  
scream and flail  
in their own
free will
self chosen
personal  living hells  
theyve  completely
sold out to  
and co created  
for themselves  
evermore disconnected  
forever separated  
from both nature  
and truth
along with
so many countless
more lost souls
who so desperately
want to
cling onto
our now still
rapidly crumbling  
increasingly blinded  
materialist society
and old
lower consciousness
world
where we were
all so preconditioned  
and expected  
to seek  
and perpetually  
strive  
to whatever degree  
or desperately  
futile  
impossible level  
or semblance  
of socio delusional  
pathological narcissistic  
perfection  
we can  
and so now  
with that  
unexpected  
abysmal purge  
i guess  
the bottom line  
deductively  
comes down  
to this  
sad sum  
mankinds  
too long wearied  
ride  
at last comes  
crashing down  
as sweet  
mother earth  
and the immeasurable  
greater  living  
universe  
of the universe  
of the universe  
of creation  
soon rectifies  
with its heavenly  
cosmic sigh  
the historical  
self destructive  
unconscionable stain  
along with all
evidence  
of mankinds heartless
too long soulless  
compassionless
historically
disconnected blight  
from the sublime  
balance  beauty  
harmony  peace
and love
of perfect  
highest  
divine oneness  
restored  
again  
and its this  
which will  
be  
and suffice  
for me  
for i will  
be gone  
for good  
as well
but only
to be reborn
anew
and to blissfully
live out
and in
my greatest transcendent  
reward forever
ahhhhhhh yes
all one
amen
a ho