Anxieties cycle

Have a taste of the devils venom, adrenaline needlessly seeping through your veins assuring anxieties is now in control
 
This adrenaline hits your head causing brain sputters as it twists down to your gut causing your mouth to go dry and miss consecutive breaths, panic attacks now kicked in and your fearing death, not the idea, more like an impending doom that coffins you in your own skin, make it stop, as claustrophobia kicks in. Now your looking like an addict scratching at your skin, uncontrol shaking and a quivering chin. Make it stop. But it won’t it keeps going… Oh shit are those people watching MAKE IT STOP! It keeps going the out of rhythm breathing, clenched jaw like your teething, cursing your own existence as you escape into your mind seething over the fact you cant control the most basic of impulses, all the while thinking make it stop… It’s not working MakE iT STOP!! Try… breathing… techniques… not working, WHY WONT IT SSSTTTOOPPPP, now your mind is spinning and its hard to breath GOD DAMN YOU STOP!!! You can’t swallow as full despair settles in …please stop… buckle up for a hell of a ride while your soul dance with the devil while simultaneously riding the universal tide called life as you search the open space rapidly searching for somewhere to hide THIS STOPS NOW!!! Jumping heart beats and a panicked sweat… It does not stop…mind blisters
… Fully mentally shatter
… Rebuild
…. Repeat