Gehenna

I guess I get it
from my schizophrenic daddy..  
 
Pyrotechnical,  
danger ladden  
spoonfed acid on  
Satan's lap  
 
It runs in the family  
I guess  
 
I'm feeling a type of way  
a type of flame  
the chariot of Helios  
intakes as I intake  
the poison I dripped  
into my vape  
 
This horsepower-  
racing for God's Tower  
sign says "closed, no after hours"  
maybe that's why  
your stupid, useless prayers  
are never answered  
and maybe the password  
to Heaven's gates  
lies in childhood rape  
misogyny, hypocrisy  
surrounded in Vatican hate  
 
Grab your popcorn  
and watch me go-  
I'm racing this chariot  
straight up His ass  
 
~  
|illegitimi non carborundum|  
~  
 
Lilith bore a child  
and that child was me  
Ive been sleeping under spiteful stars  
raised in the nightmares of the dark  
Gehenna was lacking a queen, you see  
and she was made of the kind of steel  
men would have killed to keep  
 
Tuck in your children  
and tell them the stories  
that keep us docile  
to the hateful toxicity  
of this dying world  
 
Fuck like you'll never see the sun  
release yourselves on their altars  
desecrate their temples  
like they did to us  
 
taste the ashes..  
 
And when I blow this joint-  
fuck..  
maybe we'll finally  
be free