My Suicide Preview

I grip this handle
Ever so tight
Suicide
No longer a frightening thing
Just in moments
Action will take the place of silence
Then I will be gone
Please bullet
Please take me away
No longer daylight
I want to see
And those I helped out
Shed a tear if you may
But soon I'll be gone
And whatever you do
Truthfully I don't give a damn
And to my parents
Bet not even cry once
When y'all accused me of stealing keys
I mentally locked y'all out
And to my girlfriend
Or whatever she truly feels about me
Whatever you been doing in the dark
Take my word
Now you can turn on the lights
Because I will be gone
My life I will take
And to my female friend
Find a guy that makes you ecstatic
And lastly
To male friends
Continue doing what y'all been doing
Staying away
So truthfully
Y'all never know I'm gone
I might be gone now
And still
Y'all wouldn't know
Because y'all never came around
Or call
So when I'm gone
I hope you don't shed a tear
Because it will be fake
And my suicide is for real
And this handle
I'm still clinging on so tight
And the barrel
Is pressed against my temple
Only thing left to do
Is pull this trigger
And bam!!!
I'll be gone