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Death of me

Always seem to be in constant state of slowly losing my shit.
A change must occur or
 I'll most definitely dig myself deeper, dwelling in the darkness..
dazed, zoned out, nothing to think about except my fears and "addictions"
 which seem to silence the stress
while the worries wait
always wandering my mind in some way, subtly or vividly, sometimes violently
violating my sanity.
It do be a struggle, not all the time but every now and then it gets to me and gets to be unbearable and oh so aggravating, I keep gravitating towards total disconnection, alienating myself from everything as I stay stuck between gratitude and hopelessness navigating through the negativity not to let it
get the best of me or it'll most definitely be the death of me.
Written by Hunterapsych (Shaman among machines)
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